Friday, March 6, 2020

Inbetween

Stuck between two worlds
Needing to acknowledge the shift
In my mind
Longing to tell you a truth
Not wanting to subsist on
Approval
Slipping between two worlds
Wondering where I best fit
Too afraid to speak
A child with clipped wings
When I say I don't know
I really do
I'm just not sure what you'll
Do once I tell you
Cracking, cracking
I am only meant for one world
I know you'll still love me if I go
I don't want to argue with you
Part of me not wanting to say
Goodbye
But I feel one way is strong and true
One way is freedom
I remember what you told me
But I believe you have forgotten
I don't want to confront you
It was so long ago
You can love outside the confines of
Rules
Though I know you love me
All it ever did was trap
What am I outside the trap
I guess there will only be one way to know